AstralChrist

I think im just gonna start uploading all the art that i never uploaded on here before. its been years since i used this site. but whenever you post something on deviantart it makes it easier for it to be found on google

bruuhhhh

life has been a trip. my heart aches. i'm gucci though

i want to get my shit together and get my life on track

oh hey guys i have an official website now: cometdesigns.net

i need to update it though

bros so i developed bipolar 1 in 2020. 2020 was wack. corona virus. too much happened in too little time. I took an big phat L. humiliating... oh well.

ive grown and shapeshifted and morphed as a person. so many experiences....

i'm like an award winning artist with a dark past now lol.... the past is wack mannn

oh also im a tattoo apprentice now

uhhhh

i milked goats for 300 hours for this college scholarship that only counted 75 but yeah scholarships almost up but im so close to me associates degree. i did all the core classes and all i got are electives so thats fun.

i wanna make this videogame based off my little instagram page @the_anomaly.exe its just full of pics that give me inspo....

so yeah i guess im gonna update my official website, update this old dried out deviantart account lol .... update artstation.com .... update it all.

i wish i had more time or like a hypomanic episode to give me the energy to do it quickly haha

i have art ideas too

like, i gots to express myself

ive already exerted myself so much though

oh also my main instagram @hailee.jpeg has been my primary art gallery for years but it might get banned and lately ive been just posting whatever i want so..

idk

deviantart used to be the shit back in the day. perhaps we can revive it.

lol i wanna quit my job and be a freelance artist and do side gigs again

naw...

im really appreciating my life now in this moment. my life is pretty good these days. i appreciate every thing. every thing. every little thing.

things can be hard sometimes but the only way out is through. i think you would have to be an ungrateful spoiled brat to not see how fucking beautiful the universe is just by mere existence. perplexity. isn't life beautiful? i think that life is beautiful. it is.

anyway yea this was gonna be a short little status but then it turned into a whole ass journal entry.

do you feel my vibe? yuh

i'm alright now

sometimes i feel like i oughta prepare for the future but im not too worried about it. one step at a time. self reflection is good though. i have like, ideas.

i wish i had like healthy good food though. im on a poor persons diet rn. T_T ramen ... fast food..... canned soup. T_T me want chipotle. RIP

lol

booo i wish i had like a good place to vibe out in and make a bunch of artttt

ughhhh so cramped in hurrrrr

im the most happiest ever when im painting

booooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

i dont wanna go to sleep i wanna get mcdonalds and pout lol

i just took my bipolar pill thing and it usually makes me literally fucking pass out like one time i was making toast and i fainted and hit my head and then got up and tried to make toast again and then fainted AGAIN and i think its cuz i had just took the pill. BRUH. THEY PUT ME ON HORSE PILLS BRUH im on fucking HORSE TRANQUILIZERS lmao

yea but maybe i might be fine to drive. okay so like there are two wolves inside of me. one wolf has an emo haircut and its like "i want to slumber for a thousand years" and then the other wolf has like a joe exotic mullet haircut and its like "redbull gives you wings. stay up all night and force yourself to create art at the park and bring yo paints and have a moment" but then its like naw i think im just gonna curl up in a ball but then its like if i stay up i can get food.......................................

oh hey yesterday i had a lucid dream where there was like this sunset but like with 7 or 8 suns. bruhhhhhhhhh. it was trippy. and the suns were all kind of different. there was like a white dwarf and a red giant and a sun like our own.... the dream had a plot too.

bro the sunlight shining through my tapestries right now is so beautiful this morning. i got all my paintings hanging up in here. my room is such a vibe rn. warmth

bros also i got my garden back up. shes thriving. shes green. shes flowering.

ugh its such a beautiful day. i dont want to waste it by sleeping. i work night shift though so my sleeping schedule is ass backwards at the moment. i dont know what to do

i miss metrocon bros

bros

you rememember the raves bros?

bruh...

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also im obsessed with the tiktoker @starzyy like i am literaly obsessed

anyway so yeah im trying my best to be ok. how r u doing? are any of u even here anymore? tbh i dont really care if anyone replies.

anyway this is my favorite type of artwork to create now ^^ u likey?

and heres a portrait of a pretty girl im friends with who i have a crush on lol

but yeah now you can see where my art level is at now.

im just journaling for me at this point but yea if any of u stumble upon this journal entry then hello there. i hope u are doing well.